Monday, January 3, 2011

[Original] - unfortunately not you

 Everyone has the potential to become another favorite,
everyone have the right to love someone,
Unfortunately, often pity the person you love who loves you not,
that need to luck!
? you see me 11 to 30 years old birthday, you're not a pity ah. things for you. tickets, June.10, in fact, she really did not mean to, but God is so, had she really wanted to go to the United States in mid-June, Wei, almost every birthday from the understanding that they will spend the beginning, even when love Wei, But the company said June 12 there is a very important meeting, I hope she attended, but also just to introduce her to the head office some of my colleagues, however, that not a bad idea, Ling is very clear so quickly coming to an end the friendship, and she did not go away should she do not know how, and Wei to get along next, but, she did not know how to say goodbye, and Wei.
do not want to come the more the faster things will always come, watching the sun West Ramp , Ling raised his wrist and looked at his watch, has been 17:05, sitting in Riverside Avenue, could not be more familiar with this familiar Coffee Shop, Irish coffee, she finished the last one to estimate with 17:30 to go over exactly.
really beautiful Bund across the Huangpu River surface leisurely tour boats coming and going to open very slowly, Ling could not help but think that these tour boats are in the same route every day come and go, do not know who is sailing not be tired of it? Fortunately, the people on shore are not the same every day, occasionally passing through Shanghai's tourists, near the office lady, Lujiazui financial center of the suit of the elite, this same person in each picture to see what it is like the eyes of ?
Ling's eyes today, in addition to the scenery will look a little less sentimental, more Wei met in the collation and bit by bit, and let them know each other that the background is the Bund, just before They are watching from across the Lujiazui, but today, she would try to see from the Bund, Lujiazui, Shanghai's most classic scenery this is indeed to leave a certain distance before they can see panoramic views of the United States.
Wei, like photography, Ling had dealings with him carrying a pile of equipment in Shanghai's suburbs, quiet machine to see him photographed carrying a beautiful moment, Wei studied painting for eight years, so sensitive and the United States places some unique He is the best at landscape painting, often see the mountains and streams, ancient streets, he can always burn a roll and a roll of film, he likes to shoot film, and each finished to his house took Ling look at his well-prepared slides, and Ling to give his opinion he was always extra attention, because this over the years, clearly Wei Ling was his only confidante, though Ling does not want as confidante, and let her to realize that the time has been in love with Wai, but it is looking at slides of children, for the first time, slides from scratch in the end, Wei said nothing, chatter every time that he had taken inspiration from each or a detail, however, that he looked at his camera inside the perfect child, only the end of the gently asked Ling, how to find his girlfriend. very good, very equipped, very pure, with Ling She believes that the most appropriate language to describe the short hair that slide inside the girl, and my heart twitch wire brushed it also made her involuntarily called chilling.
, however, very pleased to see Wei's happy to enjoy his When Ling suddenly think it is good, Ling young people do not like contention, too adaptable, she also had a boyfriend, someone good to her, she will accept it, people think she does not love them to leave, she can calm and accept the break up, about love, she always felt that such opportunities do not, there is always someone waiting for their next stop, she never worried, do not know if this is what the characteristics of blood type A? So, when she felt the heart That wire convulsions when startled to themselves, the original 27-year-old man to have the first time also.
fact, Ling also hesitated, but Wei too good, for you can be his confidante She felt she had very satisfied very satisfied, can never truly be his girlfriend, Wei took her time to their old place in that chat tea, an ancient brain child to put down all the emotions indiscriminately into her ear when she felt very happy, after all, love which is very tough to do so transparent, is not it?
Ling actually quite like the child, she does not know why she was very like Wei But for the first time that children, from the heart of her intelligent self-confidence is like that girl, when the photo inside the innocent girl sitting in front of her, she knew a girl like this is Wei, Tong Although it seems not, in fact, it is the same age with her, and in the world's most famous advertising agency to do creative director, had been studying in France, she is so excellent English, French, traditional Chinese women's beauty there is also the romantic temperament of Paris , Wei introduced when the child's IQ test, said 167 children, looking at each other so that a good fit of the two people sitting opposite their own, Ling Wei, actually from the heart are as happy that he was simply doing a small private enterprises Personnel Assistant only, how can children go and then the best comparison? day, she sipped his Irish coffee, quietly listening to their chat, but most turned out to be heard constantly saying Wei Ling know, do not believe you asked Ling, Ling said hh
thought of this, think it quite comforting Ling, Ling did not mind because although the children, but is also excellent, such as children's obviously a little bit of her hostility.
watching Wei desperate to fall in love with children, watching them from strangers to each other, looking for children's wayward Wei restless, watching them from the trust to Yi Cai, watching them from the passion to dull, dull to watch them break up and from , watching the Wei and become a single, watching the Wei and started playing with photographic equipment, looking at cell phones and text messages slowly Wei coverage, see Wei, close to their own emotions and slowly, looking melancholy Wei missing child or in the silence, Ling like a spectator feel closest to this all, accompanied Wei through the section of the most sad and who is more than one person in the sad Wei does hh
innocence is gone, opening with a company in Shanghai, Hong Kong people living together, and Wei, although excellent, can be increased by stages in their careers after all, good girls heart should be high, and gas should be proud of, right? Ling think so.
Wei finally began to slowly accustomed to single life, does not handle is still close; them to buy photographic equipment, head against head see carefully; Xitang to go with them folk songs, the best model Ling and his critics; OK with them to sing karaoke together like crazy The dead have to love to sing; They went nameless shop duck soup fans, do not forget to wipe the mouth of the grease to each other; they went to dig a large chime clock CD, the same two people will invariably pick up a disc; They went to Temple dig books, in order to find a postcard excited thirties.
but they did not love.
dinner, Wei would say that when children eat Western food, how elegant; singing When Wei would say how good the children sing sing Memory; walk, Wei will say that he and the child together through road; Finally, he always say, Ling, only you know me, only you did not know how much I love children, unfortunately, child not you. Every time I hear these words, Ling always thinking, Wei perhaps a pity that you do not want children.
How long have you know Wei? 8 years 201 days, Ling will never forget the day the person is Wei.
Ling was 19 years old, to attend a high school organized a large Christmas Party, came the moment Wei, Ling felt familiar, and feel faint may be the person to become friends. because just like a bunch of early summer sunshine Wei straight to the projection of a sudden heart Ling. that piece calfskin jacket, then erected short hair, a smile, Ling was touched , but within a very small Ling did not dare look at him a second glance, she does not like or thought it was love, she just think that if people with such a light may be very happy to make friends, and perhaps himself become have the sun up. and Wei saw a man standing at the window wearing a dark blue dress Ling, he was curious, so a lively occasion, actually have a girl so quiet, just holding a glass of mineral water, and is the sake of some curious hand, such a deep and sincere friendship. until the two became very good friends, Wei was the first time this has been mentioned, always said Ling looked so introverted, did not expect one to start a conversation does not close, in fact, he Where did you hear, every time to meet him, Ling always talk too much more to convince myself to speak, otherwise how could the sun, such as Wei-long friends with her? and Ling also really like the very hope that they can up the sun.
so her efforts to see photographic books, bought books wine appreciation, and even bought a dictionary of classical music, she set the fashion magazines began to dress up, she went to register to read English so that you can read the English original like Wei poetry, she knew she could never reach the location of the eyes of children in Wei, also know as the child can never be so good, but she do all we can hope that the near perfect, near her beloved Wei.
shuttle among the years They were all close to 30 years old, Wei greater than themselves, 2 years old, this year is the 30th birthday, Ling from January 1, 2006 to start thinking about how to help Wei celebrate his birthday, the old place warm? Or Gaolan Road Comparison of French cuisine in particular? or go to heaven watching 48 Jin Mao night? or go to CJW Bund Center, 52 floor, listening to Jazz? or to Sheshan Meilan Lake by the lake next to the restaurant?
But what is this feeling go When is the end of it? Ling asked myself again and again, some people's hearts Some people just can not be replaced, rather than to people who can not be replaced with a fight, it should never be a confidante? However, this has not been able sunshine feeling, like a small room is always dark, hiding in the forest, but it provides the most warmth of a fireplace.
2006, but still a good year for Ling, and on the external English test last self-study examination out good results, but also got the certificate spoken hand, try to replace it working, actually passed the five hundred companies ranked the top ten companies in the three rounds of interviews, after all, have six years experience in personnel, but also excellent self-examination certificate, humble attitude, the affinity of the smile, the response capability and the other side very satisfied with the personnel director, and to send her to the U.S. headquarters for a period of six months of training, after all, the personnel department in a company is very important, can accept such a well-known companies offer a few really exciting night for Ling.
but when she told the good news when Wei, Wei has just gently said something Congratulations, burning joy instant cooling to room temperature, yes, Ling know it for her, how difficult this is a new starting point, but so good for Wei, this is indeed overseas success but many of his classmates just a case of late.
day, in the old place, describing the excitement Ling all the dreams of the future, and Wei is silent, and fiddled with a small cup in front of the candle inside the candle, and the direction of the flames along with the finger from side to side. < br> asked.
what to say to help her ah? so can not go on, ah, less intense foreign competition. Her talk, work is their own, enriching the world of their own, they will not low mood, and when she chose her husband to know that he is very busy, this psychological adjustment is necessary to balance himself, and the best balanced approach is always focussed on the work of the blame on others will know that the husband rarely seen not so easily. finished, Wei began to quickly come up with mobile phone text input from the input to half of the phone to Ling, Enter some words to encourage children, SMS, the screen jump to the standby screen is the apple Crawford countdown clock, Ling know, the year before the countdown Wei hug the child through, and then they just know soon, Apple also took a mobile phone to a countdown clock sent the photos on the spot Ling, and their own holds this picture, which is her standby screen, Wei, happiness is like, I hope you always! her a text message back to him, and then she lights to sleep, quiet New Year's Eve, she listened to how Schumann's Fantasia could not sleep, but what she really did not expect.
I love you, and your business --- this is Ling favorites, you can silently in love with him and share all of his mood, accompanied him through the eight years, while he also loved him a lot to learn the process, often thought of that, she was really very satisfied, while the children watch only the burning of the Wei and 1 year and a half love, friendship, glad she sometimes even longer than love, she is not afraid to fall in love with Wai, Wei she afraid of losing, instead of this, she would never leave him this close distance of one centimeter.
more West oblique sun , and she lifted her wrist, 17:29 minutes, she stood up, walking in the early summer sunshine inside, waiting for her to imagine the Wei, which may be the last time, it may meet again, but before the end of her today Wei-she had liked to tell him, but also told him that tomorrow, they still best friends, we have to happiness!

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